About a year and a half ago, I was depressed, anxious, and felt distant from God much of the time. Even though I had been saved for many years, I didn’t really understand the depth of God’s love for me or that I could trust Him with everything I am.
At this time, I stumbled upon Rev. 3:20: “Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with Me.” As I read this verse, I had a revelation. God wants to spend time with me! He loves me! He wants to do something as routine and frivolous as eat a meal with me! He wants to be intimate with me.
Then in my mind, I saw the picture of Jesus sitting across a table from me at an outdoor café somewhere. We were just enjoying each other’s presence. This image brought such joy to my heart, as a ray of light piercing the darkness of my depression. I could see His radiant smile of pleasure at spending time with me. This brought an uncontrollable smile to my face every time I thought of it.
It was several months after that that God led me to give Him everything I am, and my life has never been the same. Since then, He has given me a more constant awareness of His Presence and a desire to seek Him. Even in my struggles, He has given me a steady peace. I have Him, and He is sufficient to meet all my needs. Nothing, no struggle or pleasure on earth compares.
My God will meet all your needs according to His glorious riches in Christ Jesus. Phil. 4:19
I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. Phil. 3:8
"Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are Mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you...When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned...For I am the Lord, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior." Isa. 43:2-3
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godsgirl, you are so precious to Him. He has your name written on the palm of his hand. You are an inspiration to me. God Bless you, my sister-in-Christ.
Thanks for resending the link! Just what I needed to hear! My relationship with God is suppressed by the many idols I continually and willingly allow in my life! Thanks for reminding me of what is truly important! I hope you feeling better soon! Love you!
Thanks for your comments, Lynn! I am starting to feel better! Love you too!
I love this! I’ve always thought of this verse regarding salvation. But of course it means that Jesus is initiating relationship with us in the day-to-day details of our lives as well! What an encouraging reminder of this!
Love,
Cyndi